This is my first blog post after coming to US. My last post was in March, which means that a long time (9 months to be exact) has passed since then. I never was a regular blogger, though I had been posting some book reviews erratically .
My initial aim for creating this blog was to provide reviews and insights on various books I had read. After a few posts, I began to wonder what the purpose was of these reviews. I did get to hone my writing skills, and for someone who had never written anything for public eyes before, it was a valuable experience. As valuable as it was, it soon became very boring for me. There were websites that offered professional reviews on books and I felt that I was not doing much value add, per se. Thus began my slow neglect of the blog.
After some time, I thought of writing stories. I had some story themes in mind and since I had been reading books from a very young age, I was confident of writing atleast one or two good short stories. I didn’t want to write just any short story. Whatever story I wrote, I wanted the story to be in a world which I made, had its unique characters, laws, physics and such (Yes. I am greedy
). You see, after leaving college, there was a drastic change in my reading style and I switched from fiction to fantasy/urban-fantasy/epic fantasy genres.
Though it may seem not kind of a big deal for most, I had imbibed, subtly in me, many side effects because of this. A small list below
- A huge dislike and contempt for most of the films, especially regional and national movies. Some of the movies like Basha, which I had seen atleast 10 times and reveled in the awesomeness, style and masala, now seemed unreal and alarmingly unentertaining. I know that some of you are thinking that I am boastful (US vandhuttu overa pesaran!!).
The truth is that I really miss the pair of eyes which eagerly waited for the next villain thrashing at the hands of the hero, the lips that prayed to save the hero’s family from the villain’s evil clutches, the ears that waited to hear the next awesome punch from thalaivar and the heart that felt great emotional attachments to the film, even long after it was over.
- Though I was never a PG-13, family friendly guy, I had moments in past when I felt that something was a ghastly or horrifying scene, whether from a book or a movie. Nowadays, I had come to accept those scenes as part of the normal occurrence in a novel/movie. Only when someone else gasps at this, do I realize that this is affecting them in some sort of ethereal way. It takes hard time convincing them that I am not sadistic and these gruesome scenes are just part of the flavor of the type of novel or movie!
- Outside places do not interest me anymore. Anyone who knows me from college can tell you that I am generally disinclined to go outside for site seeing or just simply roam around and have fun. This was mostly due to my laziness when I was in college. Though I was reluctant to go out on account of my laziness, my answer would always have been Yes to places like Agra, Kashmir or even United States. Now that I have been here in US for nearly nine months, I have gone outside to a place greater than 6 miles radius only once and that was in the month of May.
- I now believe that taking a virtual tour of a place is more profitable and helps to glean additional information about a place than an actual physical visit to the location.
- Less emotional attachment to God. From my childhood, I grew up with an unwavering faith in God or Almighty or the Creator or as however we prefer to call him/her. Though my belief in God has not decreased, I ask a lot more questions pertaining to godhood. I believe that an ancestor who was very benevolent must have been sanctified as God. I ask that if God is all powerful, why does he/she carry weapons? Would a new god have upgraded weapons like Kalashnikov? These are just some of the questions. I search for the origin of any religion. I search to see if our Gods came to being from the Indo-Aryans who conquered us and brought the vedas. I search for many answers and always end up with more questions than answers.
These are just some of the changes in me that come to my mind as I type this. There are a lot more changes and these ones just skim the surface. Now, I know what you might be thinking. “There must have been some positive changes right?” One of the most observable changes is in my writing pattern. I said that I was going to provide a small list and just blew it to around 440 words. I found the same way that short stories did not suit me. I could never make them short enough and the pages just kept getting filled.
Finally, I have decided to write a Novel. I know that it is a daunting task and even might prove difficult to complete. But, as I started this process, I realized that in addition to the storyline, I get to build the places, characters, flora, fauna, weather and pretty much everything concerned with the world. This is what I always wanted to do. I have not framed the full plot yet, but decided to take things one step at a time. My first task is creating a Map for my world. For this, I am learning a new map making tool which is very useful and a lot of fun.
Though I have the map details of my world in my head, I have not learned enough of the tool to put it all together. I hope to make more progress on the map making and world building skills in the upcoming weeks. For now, I am signing off leaving you with a fun map I made. The names given to the places are fictitious.
Venkat






